Why Doctors Need to Address Stigma and Guilt Caused by Chronic Pain

By Dr. Joseph Cabaret, Guest Columnist

Chronic pain is known to affect more than one in five American adults. That’s about 50 million people who feel pain most days or every day – leaving them trapped in a cycle of physical pain. Worse yet, a recent study found that those suffering from chronic pain often deal with guilt-induced feelings and social stigma as a result of it.

To those unfamiliar with the reality of living with chronic pain, feeling guilt over such a condition may seem strange. But the reasons for it become pretty obvious once you reflect on them and recognize the harm they cause. Guilt-induced feelings can lead to severe mental health issues and social stigma that debilitate a chronic pain sufferer's life even more.

What can medical professionals and the general public do to alleviate these issues?

Chronic pain is typically described as long-term pain that lasts at least three months and has no end in sight. It is both a physical and an emotional experience, although sadly the emotional component is rarely addressed adequately by patients or healthcare professionals.

Pain is often attributed to physical illnesses such as fibromyalgia, back problems, irritable bowel syndrome, post-surgical pain, cancer, arthritis, or even just headaches or migraines. Usually, the underlying emotional causes or contributors go undetected, and since there is often no easily discernible tissue damage present, its existence is not always obvious to a casual observer. But it is ever-present and can severely impact an individual's ability to live a full life.

Therapy, rather than a cure, is often the only recourse chronic pain sufferers have. This can take the form of art, music, or other hobbies and passions the patient has. The aim is simply to take their minds off the pain and give them an emotional outlet.

For many chronic pain sufferers, the worst part is not being able to plan for future events because they can’t predict how they will feel on a particular day. This leads to missed workdays, cancelled social events, and an ever-increasing downward spiral in their mental health.

Chronic Pain and Mental Health

Having to live with such a condition is bound to have negative consequences. Patients often suffer from depression, feelings of inadequacy, negative changes in identity, and difficulties with getting enough sleep.

Then there’s the added frustration of often not being able to make others understand the reality of their experience. To make matters worse, it is difficult for most patients to understand and acknowledge the impact that these psycho-social-spiritual factors have on their lives and why biomedical therapies alone don’t help. This can lead to feeling that they are somehow to be blamed.

Pain-related guilt often stems from a patient’s inability to convince others that their condition is legitimate. Since the causes of the pain are often not readily apparent (even after a medical examination), patients are sometimes treated like their condition is not real.

Doctor’s appointments often lead to a long line of questions that can make patients feel like a fraud or that their condition is entirely psychosomatic. This isn't helped either by the social stigma that sometimes puts the blame on the patient for not managing their condition well enough. Then there’s the personal guilt a patient can feel from not being able to fulfill their duties and responsibilities at home or at work.

Left unchecked, all of this can lead to severe mental health issues that can result in drug or alcohol abuse, total mental breakdown, and even suicide. It’s a facet of the nation’s ongoing mental health crisis that is too often ignored. 

How to Help Patients Address Guilt

In terms of addressing the chronic pain itself, there may be very little that doctors, family members or co-workers can do for someone. It is often simply something they must learn to live with. But there is a lot that can be done to lessen the patient’s feelings of guilt from their condition.

To start with, care should be taken to provide validation and reassurance that the patient's chronic pain is real. Chronic pain sufferers need to feel listened to and understood if they're to have any chance of living well with their condition.

By integrating behavioral health treatment with pain treatment, physicians can have a clearer understanding of what a patient is going through and what treatments are working. Through gentle and skillful counseling, patients can also learn to connect their pain to their emotional difficulties and better address them without the guilt that comes from misguided statements implying “it’s all in your head.”

Using technology for remote monitoring can be of help with this, providing a better understanding of a patient’s physical and mental condition, and leading to more valuable insights and better long-term care.

A better public awareness of the social stigma that chronic pain sufferers must deal with would also go a long way in helping them deal with their condition. Family members, friends and co-workers can help in this by refraining from criticizing or stigmatizing those with chronic pain. Instead, make them feel understood, validated and respected. They have so much to deal with, and a few kind words and social support can go a long way in making things easier for them.

With better awareness and understanding may come new treatments for chronic pain. Pain medicine is still a relatively new field, and much work remains to be done on understanding the causes of it and how it can be treated. Until then, often the best that medical professionals and the general public can do is make chronic pain sufferers feel less stigmatized and more understood.

Joseph Cabaret, MD, is a pain and addiction medicine specialist at Wellbrain, a digital health platform for doctors. WellBrain's founding Stanford, Harvard and Mayo Clinic trained physicians designed WellBrain to help providers assess, engage and monitor their patients’ physical and mental health over time.

Dr. Cabaret’s private practice is located in Camarillo, CA, where he specializes in Interventional Pain Management, Regenerative Medicine, and Addiction Medicine.

Pain News Network invites other readers to share their stories with us. Send them to: editor@PainNewsNetwork.org. 

How to Improve Pain Control with Adhesive Arachnoiditis

By Dr. Forest Tennant, PNN Columnist

Some persons with Adhesive Arachnoiditis (AA) feel that more pain relief drugs, particularly opioids, will solve their problem. The fact is that we regularly review cases in which persons with AA are taking 2 or 3 opioids or even have an implanted intraspinal canal pump that contains fentanyl or Dilaudid, but they still don’t get enough pain relief to get out of bed and function.

AA is an intraspinal canal inflammatory disorder in which cauda equina nerve roots are glued by adhesions to the inside of the spinal canal covering. This definition tells it all. AA is fundamentally intraspinal canal inflammation, so unless the initial inflammation is suppressed or extinguished, it will likely continue to spread and cause more pain.

In essentially every case of failing pain control, we find that the person is doing little or nothing to suppress intraspinal canal inflammation and repair damage to their nerve roots and spinal canal covering.

First Steps in Pain Control

Our research is clear. A person with MRI-documented AA can’t expect adequate pain relief unless they have a definite, daily routine to simultaneously suppress intraspinal canal inflammation and repair tissue damage to cauda equina nerve roots and the spinal canal covering.

Adequate pain control to have a good quality of life can be difficult to achieve. The first step is to obtain a list of drugs, botanicals, hormones, nutrients and physical measures that are popular in the AA community and that either suppress inflammatory or restore damaged tissue. Share your list with your family and medical practitioner. You may have to try multiple agents to develop a program that gives you better pain control.

Persons who have AA and poor pain control also need a blood test for inflammatory markers, glucose, and the hormones cortisol, pregnenolone, DHEA and testosterone.

If your pain is constant, review our Intractable Pain Syndrome website that is totally dedicated to relief from constant pain.

How to Diagnose AA

I’m pleased to announce the release of a new handbook that takes the mystery out of diagnosing AA with contrast MRI imaging once and for all. I have read hundreds of contrast MRI’s during my years in medical practice, and have found that the earlier a diagnosis is made and treatment is started, the better the prognosis is for the patient.

Unfortunately, many health care practitioners don’t know the telltale signs of AA when it appears in an MRI. As a result, AA is often misdiagnosed as “Failed Back Syndrome” or “Low Back Pain.”

“Handbook to Recognize Adhesive Arachnoiditis” is an essential read for all practitioners who are interested in treating patients with spine disorders and patients who suspect they may have AA. It’s presented in a clear and easy to read format as a “how to” guide for reading contrast MRI’s for the diagnosis of AA.

The book is filled with clearly diagrammed MRI images of documented cases of AA and should help practitioners diagnose AA and learn the difference between AA and other spine disorders with similar symptoms.

This book will also help those patients who suspect they may have AA receive a quick and proper diagnosis, thus preventing delays in effective treatment of this devastating spinal cord disease. AA is no longer rare. It is in every community, and health care practitioners can now learn how to diagnose and treat it. There is hope and help!

Forest Tennant, MD, DrPH, is retired from clinical practice but continues his research on the treatment of intractable pain and arachnoiditis. This column is adapted from a bulletin recently issued by the Arachnoiditis Research and Education Project. Readers interested in subscribing to the bulletins should send an email to tennantfoundation92@gmail.com.

The Tennant Foundation gives financial support to Pain News Network and sponsors PNN’s Patient Resources section.  

No One Deserves to Suffer from Chronic Pain

By Victoria Reed, PNN Columnist

Recently I had a conversation with a family member who suffers from chronic pain. He said that he “deserves” the pain, because it resulted from certain actions and choices he made as a young person. He went on to say that my chronic pain isn’t “fair” because I did nothing to cause it.

I was astonished that he would actually feel that way. Does anyone really deserve to live a life with chronic pain? Surely, not!

He’s right in saying that I did not do anything to cause my pain. I just happen to have genetics that contribute to the development of certain illnesses, particularly the autoimmune kind. This runs strongly in my family. My sisters have multiple autoimmune illnesses, including rheumatoid arthritis (RA), lupus, type 1 diabetes and fibromyalgia. My mother suffered from untreated fibromyalgia as well. In addition, my daughter has been diagnosed with fibromyalgia.

Obviously, none of us did anything to cause our illnesses, nor the pain that comes from having them.

While this particular family member may have made some questionable choices as a teen that caused injuries and persistent pain well into adulthood, he doesn’t deserve chronic pain. It’s not uncommon for teen boys to engage in risky behavior, and I’ve told him that his pain is no less important and no more deserved than mine. 

While there can be many, many causes of chronic pain, compassion must be given to each and every patient, regardless of the cause. Life happens! Whether it’s the result of a genetic-based illness, an automobile crash or some other accident or injury, no one deserves to live in pain. Even if the incident that caused your pain was due to your own negligence or carelessness, it is still valid pain, and treatment is as justified as it is for any illness.   

RA Drug Shortage Continues 

On the flip side, I have been experiencing continued difficulty getting my RA medication. Actemra (tocilizumab) is a biologic drug that was created specifically to treat RA, and the IV form has been my mainstay treatment for many years. However, there is still a worldwide shortage of Actemra because it’s been repurposed to treat covid patients. According to a statement by Genentech, the drug’s manufacturer, there will most likely be continued shortages throughout the pandemic.  

At one point during the summer of 2021, Genentech reported a “temporary stockout” of Actemra IV in the U.S. because so much of it was being used for covid patients. During that time, I was forced to switch to a different form of treatment. But even after switching to a subcutaneous self-injection, whenever I attempted to refill my prescription, my pharmacy informed me that the medication is “long-term out of stock.”  

This formulation was not approved by the FDA’s Emergency Use Authorization to treat covid, but it appears that it is indeed being used for that purpose and is frequently unavailable to RA patients. To say that this is frustrating would be an understatement!  

While covid is no doubt a serious illness, untreated RA with its systemic inflammation is also very serious. This runaway inflammation can, and often does, do damage to the heart, lungs and eyes. Untreated and poorly treated RA is also associated with a 10 to 15 year decrease in life expectancy.   

It’s understandable why doctors are currently experimenting with older, established medications to treat covid.  Fortunately, researchers have discovered that some of these older medications have been helpful and do decrease the severity of the virus. However, existing users of any particular medication shouldn’t lose access or have their necessary prescriptions significantly delayed. RA patients are no less important than covid patients.  

Chronic illness is a common problem that affects millions of people worldwide. But depending on where you live and what your condition is, you may not receive the same level of treatment and may not be taken as seriously as you’d like. No longstanding pain should be ignored, as untreated and under-treated pain will undoubtedly lead to other problems, such as depression, anxiety and even suicide. The risk of suicide also increases when patients are forced to taper off of opioids.  

The one thing that we all have in common is that we are human beings, and no matter what the chronic pain condition is, everyone deserves to be treated humanely and compassionately, just as any animal in pain would be. Nobody ever “deserves” to suffer. 

Victoria Reed lives in Cleveland, Ohio. She suffers from endometriosis, fibromyalgia, degenerative disc disease and rheumatoid arthritis. 

A Gift to Be Revered

By Carol Levy, PNN Columnist

I was thinking, “It's Christmas time. I'm supposed to be happy.”

Instead, I am by myself in the parking lot, observing others walking with friends, enjoying each other, and the frivolity of the season. And I am jealous.

I hear the laughter as they walk past me, reveling in the joy of the holiday.  And I am jealous.

I feel the biting cold, as I watch them pull scarves tight around their necks, pulling them up over chins and around their ears. Others tugging on their hats to keep out the cold. And I am jealous.

This is my holiday, alone, unable to enjoy the cold and the fun of the season. My pain has left me mostly housebound. I rarely go out, not a conscious choice, but one the pain made for me. I don't want to go out when I am in pain. I don't want to go out when the pain is quiet because I don’t want to trigger it.

Alone in my house, there is no one to befriend me. I have no family, they abandoned me years ago. Despite all the brain surgeries for my trigeminal neuralgia, they still think I am lazy and a malingerer. Friends I had long ago moved, died or the relationships just ended, as often happens in the normal scheme of things.

My pain is in my face. It doesn't allow me to wear a hat or pull a scarf around my ears and face. Winter and Christmas add to the litany of so many other things the pain has stolen from me.

For many people, parties await and shopping expeditions abound, anticipating the great morning of everyone around a tree, opening gifts and squealing at the wonderfulness of what they received. But they are anathemas to us.

It is not that we hate the excitement, the time spent with others celebrating, the fun of seeing all the decorations and storefronts with their mystical, musical displays. It is that we hate the pain.

It is knowing that if we say yes to the offer of going to a party, walking around the stores or exploring the neighborhood, we are saying yes to the pain. We are agreeing to put ourselves in what, for us, is danger.

And that makes Christmas not so much fun. 

“Attention must be paid,” wrote Arthur Miller in “Death of a Salesman.”  Willy Loman, the main character, was just a regular person.

“Not the finest character that ever lived,” his wife says to his sons. “But he’s a human being, and a terrible thing is happening to him. So attention must be paid.”

We are human beings and pain is the terrible thing that has happened to us. And attention must be paid.

If there is no one else, I and the pain community hear each other. We pay attention. And that is a gift to be revered.

Carol Jay Levy has lived with trigeminal neuralgia, a chronic facial pain disorder, for over 30 years. She is the author of “A Pained Life, A Chronic Pain Journey.”  Carol is the moderator of the Facebook support group “Women in Pain Awareness.” Her blog “The Pained Life” can be found here.

Why Complicated Chronic Pain is Different

By Dr. Forest Tennant and Ingrid Hollis

As 2021 comes to a close, we wish to summarize what we personally consider to be the greatest issue in pain management. Physicians have observed for centuries that some chronic pain conditions are not only more severe than others, but some cause excruciating, constant pain that casts the poor suffering individual into a humbled, bed-bound state.

Unfortunately, throughout the past half-century or so, many concerned parties, whether intentional or not, have tried to lump all pain patients into one category, saying they all have persistent or chronic pain. This has led to calls for “one size fits all” treatment and inflated statistical figures on the number of pain patients who need help (i.e., 50 or 100 million Americans).

The Real Issue

Chronic pain has traditionally been defined as pain that continues past the normal healing time for an injury or disease, which is about ninety days. There has been no generally accepted separate classification as to the severity, constancy or periodicity of pain that lasts longer than 90 days. Consequently, chronic pain surveys and statistics always include persons with the common, mild to moderate painful afflictions such as bunions, carpal tunnel, fibromyalgia, headaches, TMJ, irritable bowel, back strains, plantar fasciitis, and mild neuropathies and arthropathies.

Cries of undertreatment of these common chronic pain problems ring hollow, since every community has a plethora of medical practitioners, pharmacies, health food stores and fitness centers that tend to vast number of persons who have these common pain problems.

It may also be why all of the recent lobbying and advocating for “chronic pain” doesn’t seem to connect with the body politic, because the vast majority of chronic pain patients are getting adequate care. This is not to say that treatment for their common, mild to moderate conditions can’t be improved, or that their treatment isn’t needed.

The real issue, however, is that there is a sub-set of chronic pain patients who develop what can justifiably be called “complicated chronic pain.” Most have tried a plethora of treatment options but are left with severe, constant pain that has a specific set of pathologic complications. It is this group that is undertreated, poorly understood and needs advocacy, attention and treatment for their complicated chronic pain.

The Complications

The hallmark of complicated chronic pain is constant pain which is associated with cardiovascular, metabolic and hormonal abnormalities. Complications include hypertension, tachycardia, glucose elevations (pre-diabetes, and diabetes), and adrenal-gonadal hormone deficiencies including cortisol, estradiol and testosterone, among others. These complications can lead to heart attack, stroke, heart failure, autoimmunity, diabetes, obesity, depression, dementia and other health problems.

Thanks to modern research and science, we have a better understanding of why some unfortunate individuals transform from a mild, periodic chronic pain, to a constant, ferocious and disabling pain state. We now know that injured or diseased tissue from whatever initiating cause can generate bioelectricity that may enter the spinal cord and brain -- the central nervous system (CNS) – causing destructive inflammation that damages critical tissue sites that normally eliminate or control pain.

This development is called “neuroinflammation.” The transformation process in now often called “centralization” or “central sensitization.” Some pain specialists prefer to call complicated chronic pain “neuropathic pain.”

We Need a Name

A syndrome is a clinical state in which one pathologic defect causes multiple abnormalities and symptoms. Hence, we recently began calling the complicated chronic pain state the Intractable Pain Syndrome (IPS). The term intractable was first used by British physicians in the last century who championed treatment of severe incurable pain. The term intractable is now used in some laws and is in popular use in some pain circles.

There may be a better name than Intractable Pain Syndrome. Maybe we should just call it “Complicated Chronic Pain.” Regardless, understanding that inflammation can develop in the CNS and cause complicated constant pain is essential, as these patients need a different treatment approach from the more common, uncomplicated chronic pain patient.

Going forward into 2022, we define Intractable Pain Syndrome as “an inflammatory disorder of the central nervous system that causes constant severe pain and is associated with cardiovascular, metabolic and hormonal complications.”

Furthermore, we will advocate that this tragic syndrome be understood, and that its proper treatment demands not only symptomatic pain relief, but specific treatment of the disease that originated the syndrome, along with specific treatment of its complications. 

Forest Tennant, MD, DrPH, is retired from clinical practice but continues his research on intractable pain and arachnoiditis. Ingrid Hollis chairs the editorial committee of the Tennant Foundation Research and Education Projects. She is also a family caregiver and advocate for those who suffer from rare diseases and intractable pain. The Tennant Foundation gives financial support to Pain News Network and sponsors PNN’s Patient Resources section.     

Spending Time in Nature Can Reduce Chronic Pain

By Gabriella Kelly-Davies, PNN Columnist

A few months ago, I took part in a panel discussion with three other women who live with migraine or chronic headaches. One speaker, Australian journalist Sarah Allely, described how immersing herself in nature helped to relieve her debilitating headaches, anxiety and depression after a mild traumatic brain injury. It also drastically improved her focus and concentration.

Sarah’s brain injury occurred in 2015, when a passing car knocked her off her bicycle. Afterwards, a headache erupted in the base of her skull whenever she tried to read, write, watch television, or listen to music. She also struggled to concentrate and couldn’t work as a journalist for eight months.

Noisy environments such as bars, cafes and social gatherings that for years had energized Sarah, became unbearable. Despairing, she asked her medical team for advice. Her doctors admitted there wasn’t much they could do and suggested she learn to accept the situation. Sarah’s spirit sank as she contemplated a bleak future without all the things that had previously given her purpose and pleasure.

But that all changed when her friends invited her on a bush walk.

While trekking through the bush, Sarah’s headache lifted. So did her anxiety and depression. She wondered whether it was a fluke or if spending time in nature had reduced her symptoms.

During the following weeks, Sarah visited local bushland whenever possible. To her surprise, every time she did this, her headache, anxiety and depression eased. Intrigued, she wondered whether going to a local park or sitting in her garden would have a similar effect. She tried it. To her amazement, it worked!

A while later she stumbled across some magazine articles about research around the healing powers of nature. Curious about why her symptoms eased whenever she spent time in nature, Sarah decided to make an audio documentary. She wanted to understand the science behind her experience and the “optimum dose of nature” to relieve her physical and emotional pain.

During her research, Sarah came across several American scientists who were studying the science underpinning the healing effects of nature. Excited, she interviewed them, turning the conversations into six episodes of a podcast series she named Brain on Nature.

In the free podcast, Sarah shares her experiences discovering the healing powers of the natural world. Each episode follows her quest to discover why the natural environment changed her brain, helping her recover from a brain injury.

Seeking Connections With Nature

The scientists Sarah interviewed told her they were asking the same questions as her. Their studies found spending time in nature improved psychological and physical health, but they couldn’t pinpoint the precise reason for this response. Still, they were confident certain theories did help explain what was happening.

One of these theories is called biophilia, a belief that humans have an innate tendency to seek connections with nature. But for many of us living in bustling urban settings, constant traffic noise, bright lights, sirens, flashing billboards and yelling are the norm, and connecting with nature is a dream rather than a reality.

Instead of relaxing or exercising in a natural environment, we multitask, work on computers, talk on mobile phones, scroll through social media and send text messages. Living this way increases our stress levels, and for people with chronic pain, this can mean more pain.

But there is good news. Several studies show that when people turn off their electronic devices and sit in a quiet garden or stroll in a park, they feel refreshed and relaxed.

Pain specialists know that when a person living with chronic pain is calm, the volume of pain signals racing through their nervous systems is less than when they are anxious, angry or upset. So it makes sense that pain could reduce after spending time in a relaxing environment such as a garden or park.

Another possible explanation for Sarah’s experiences comes from Rachel and Stephen Kaplan’s Attention Restoration Theory. The Kaplans propose that exposure to nature is not only enjoyable but also relaxing and revitalizing. In Sarah’s case, whenever she spends time in the mountains on a weekend, she remains headache-free the following week. Her focus and concentration are also better. 

Fortunately, benefiting from the healing effects of nature is not about climbing Mount Everest or going on three-day treks in the forest. It can be a 10-minute walk in a local park or sitting in the garden smelling the flowers.

Once she understood the natural world was helping her injured brain to recover, Sarah felt compelled to share her learnings with others whose health might benefit from a dose of nature.  

“No one in the medical world suggested immersing myself in nature could reduce my symptoms,” she says. “But it works. I want others to know about it so they can try it for themselves.”

Hundreds of thousands of people around the world have listened to Brain on Nature and Sarah says their response is overwhelmingly positive.

“Two years after launching Brain on Nature, I’m still getting emails every week from people who say their life changed after listening to the podcast,” Sarah says. “I’m delighted it continues to have a positive impact and my search for answers has helped so many people.”

Sarah accepts some people might be skeptical about her belief in the natural world’s healing effects, especially if they have lived with chronic pain for several years and nothing has helped. She understands this response, but encourages anyone in pain to try a dose of nature for themselves to see if it eases their pain or improves their mood.

“When your pain is bad or you’re feeling grumpy, anxious or depressed, take yourself for a walk in the garden or a park,” Sarah suggests. “Put your phone on flight mode and see how you feel when you come back. Do you feel different? I challenge you to say spending time in nature doesn’t make any difference. So far I haven’t met anyone who can say that.”

While immersing ourselves in nature might not be a cure for chronic pain, it’s a powerful option in our pain management toolbox. Since learning about this approach, I now turn off my phone whenever we go for our morning stroll. Instead of feeling harassed by too many phone calls and text messages during our walk, I now feel relaxed and centered. And when I’m calm, I have less pain. I hope you do too.

Gabriella Kelly-Davies lives with chronic migraine.  She recently authored “Breaking Through the Pain Barrier,” a biography of Australian pain specialist Dr. Michael Cousins. Gabriella is President of Life Stories Australia Association and founder of Share your life story.

Gabapentin Is Not a Good Substitute for Rx Opioids

By Crystal Lindell, PNN Columnist 

Gabapentin (Neurontin) is not a good medication for pain relief. If it was, everyone in pain would just take it. 

A lot of doctors seem to think it is a direct substitute for opioids though. And it’s leading to a lot of suffering. 

A doctor first gave me gabapentin back in 2012. That’s when I started having debilitating pain around my right ribs. I didn’t know it yet, but it was the kind of pain that would never go away.

At the time, I was extremely uninformed on how I’d be treated as a patient with no known cause for my pain. I assumed that because I could point to exactly where the pain was coming from that the doctors would be able to figure out the cause and then fix it. That’s what always happened on House, ER, Scrubs, Grey’s Anatomy, and General Hospital.

When that didn’t happen, I still assumed my doctor would believe me. That, while I sat there crying in his office, confessing my plan to kill myself to escape the pain, at the very least he would give me the most effective medication he knew of for treating the pain. 

I was wrong on all accounts.  

While my doctor pretended he was giving me the most effective medication he knew of, he instead handed me a prescription for gabapentin. 

And I took it. Exactly as prescribed. 

He never went over side effects with me, and the list on the pharmacy pamphlet was so long that I assumed most of them were rare. So when I started gaining weight, I blamed it on being home and in pain all the time.  

When gabapentin didn’t help with the pain, I went back to my doctor and told him as much. He increased the dose, while assuring me that that was all that was needed. 

Wash, rinse, repeat, until I was on the highest allowable dose. Still with no relief. 

And to be clear, the pain was awful. It was worse than whatever you just thought of. And it was constant. That’s the killer. It never let up. I never got a break. I’d go days without even minutes of sleep because the pain kept me awake. 

The pain was so bad that suicide became a logical treatment option. What’s the point in living a life with no quality in it?

I started showing up at my doctor’s office when they opened, in tears after being awake all night in excruciating pain, asking for help. Still giving my doctor 100 percent of my trust. Still assuming he had my best interest in mind.  

I remember sitting on the exam table, wanting to die, while my friend who had driven me to his office at 7 a.m. held my hand. I begged my doctor for help. And he said, “Well what do you want me to do? I can’t up your gabapentin prescription any more. You’re on the max dose.” And then he sent me home. 

I didn’t even know enough about pain management at that point to want opioids, much less to know they were being denied to me. I didn’t know the doctors were prescribing a seizure medication because of opioid phobia. 

Not long after that, my doctor would break up with me. Or, well, whatever you call it when a doctor says he will no longer treat you and then follows it up with, “So don’t come in anymore.”

He literally gave up. And I would have too, if my pain had gone on much longer. 

‘Opioids Saved My Life’

Eventually, I found a new doctor at a university hospital. He believed me. He prescribed me enough opioids to function. And that’s literally the reason I’m still here. 

Opioids saved my life. In many ways, gabapentin almost took it. 

But it also did something else. It destroyed my trust in doctors and medical professionals. If they could look me in the eye while handing me a prescription they knew wouldn’t help me, what else could they lie about? What else were they hiding from me?

Back then, prescribing gabapentin in place of opioids was a relatively new practice. After that experience, I had hoped it would go away. Instead, it gained traction. 

According to data from IQVIA, gabapentin was prescribed over 33 million times in the U.S. in 2011, which is about the time opioid prescriptions peaked. By 2018, the number of prescriptions for gabapentin had increased to over 67 million. 

Anecdotally, a lot of people I know with various pain ailments have been offered gabapentin in place of opioids by their doctors as recently as this year.

Since I’m so open when discussing my health issues, it’s common for people I know to ask what my experience was like on various medications. I never know what to tell them when they ask about gabapentin. I’m too worried about being wrong to warn them off of it completely. After all, what if it helps them? I don’t want to keep them from anything that might relieve their pain.

Doctors don’t seem to grapple with this though. For them, addressing patient pain has moved over into optional, right alongside unnecessary cosmetic surgery.

They are literally doing harm. And the practice of giving unproven medication out for pain continues.

Here’s a 2019 article by The New York Times detailing this problem, and the lack of evidence supporting the use of gabapentin for pain.

“One of the most widely prescribed prescription drugs, gabapentin, is being taken by millions of patients despite little or no evidence that it can relieve their pain,” wrote columnist Jane Brody.

In other words, it’s been two years since The New York Times made this clear, but doctors are still prescribing it for pain.

That article misses one key point though. Brody says there are non-gabapentin alternatives to opioids that help pain, but then goes on to list “physical therapy, cognitive behavioral therapy, hypnosis and mindfulness training.”

As a pain patient, I’m here to tell you that none of those are real alternatives to opioids either. While they can all be helpful tools, they can’t replace opioids for real pain relief.

Which brings us to the problem. Our society, with guidance from the CDC, decided to take away everyone’s opioids – without having a real plan to replace them. Because there are no alternatives as good as opioid pain medication.

The general public might worry about their pain treatment if the CDC admitted that. So instead, we are sold a lie about gabapentin. We are told it is just as effective as hydrocodone for all sorts of pain, and that anyone who insists on opioids is just looking to get high.

No matter how much people use gabapentin, physical therapy and mindfulness to treat pain, they just don’t work the way opioids do.

Opioid-phobia is a big messy topic, and doctors replacing opioids with gabapentin are just one small part of that story. But for people who are suffering because of their doctor’s overreliance on gabapentin, it often feels like the most important part. 

There’s such an easy answer to this problem too: Just give people opioid medication. When used responsibly, it’s incredibly safe, cheap, and best of all, it actually works.

Crystal Lindell is a journalist who lives in Illinois.  After five years of unexplained rib pain, Crystal was finally diagnosed with hypermobile Ehlers-Danlos syndrome.

It’s Time to Talk About Fentanyls, Plural

By Roger Chriss, PNN Columnist

The U.S. overdose crisis saw over 100,000 deaths in the year ending May 2021, driven primarily by illicitly produced fentanyl. But fentanyl is both a specific drug and a class of drugs, a distinction that is not always appreciated or understood.

At a December 2 meeting of the House Energy and Commerce’s Subcommittee on Health, Rep. Anna Eshoo (D-CA) was puzzled by testimony calling for more research into fentanyl and its chemical cousins, known as analogues.

“I don’t quite understand the need to study fentanyl, we already know what it does. It is not clear to me. Everyone has stated how devastating fentanyl is,” said Eschoo. “What is it that we don’t know about this?”

In fact, a great deal is unknown about the fentanyls causing overdoses, including their potency and potential drug interactions. As the National Institute on Drug Abuse explains, there are 15 to 30 different fentanyl analogues, including acetylfentanil, carfentanil and furanofentanyl, each with its own potency.

Fentanyl itself was first synthesized in 1959 by Paul Janssen. It entered medical use in 1968 in the form of fentanyl citrate as a general anesthetic, and has since been used in chronic pain, palliative care and combat medicine.

The two other common pharmaceutical fentanyls are sufentanil and remifentanil. The former was first synthesized in 1974 and the latter was developed in the early 1990s. Sufentanil is the most potent prescription opioid currently available, and is the only one strong enough to displace buprenorphine and provide analgesia. Remifentanil, by contrast, has a faster onset and recovery time.

But these are not the fentanyls appearing in most drug deaths, which are known collectively as illicitly manufactured fentanyl (IMF) or clandestine fentanyl. Such drugs have a substantial chemical similarity to pharmaceutical fentanyls, going by names like 4-fluoroisobutyryl fentanyl, lofentanyl and valeryl fentanyl.

Each fentanyl has its own characteristics. For instance, a new study of 13 fatal overdoses in Michigan involving valeryl fentanyl found that blood samples from the same decedent tested both positive and negative for the drug. This indicates that valeryl fentanyl has unique pharmacokinetics, which could make it more difficult for medical examiners to detect in overdose cases.

Similarly, a recent study in Psychopharmacology on a fentanyl analog called cyclopropylfentanyl found that when the drug was given to rats it “displays much greater analgesic potency when compared to morphine, suggesting that cyclopropylfentanyl poses increased overdose risk for unsuspecting users.”

Fentanyl’s ‘Evil Cousin’

But in many cases, the lethal dose of an illicit fentanyl can only be guessed at. As Josh Bloom recently explained in the American Council on Science and Health, fentanyl’s “evil cousin” mefentanyl may be 35 times more potent than prescription fentanyl. Even worse, standard test strips for fentanyl are only modestly effective in detecting mefentanyl,

“It's a damn good thing that mefentanyl isn't one of the common fentanyls pouring into this country,” wrote Bloom. “Imagine if a much more potent analog of fentanyl (was) widely circulating in the US with no way to detect it preemptively. Nightmare.”

Further, how fentanyls combine with other drugs requires investigation. For instance, a recent report of a person smoking a drug mixture that combined a potent fentanyl analog with a psychostimulant suggests that drug traffickers are creating new designer drugs to reduce the risk of their customers dying from respiratory depression.

Some fentanyls are so potent and chemically complex that higher doses of the overdose reversing drug naloxone are needed. A new study in the International Journal of Pharmaceutics suggests that naloxone may have to be modified to work better against illicit fentanyls. The study authors are working on a derivative of naloxone named NX-90 that may have a better pharmacological profile.

So this is why the plural is essential. We need to know as much as possible about pharmaceutical fentanyl and its chemical cousins remifentanil and sufentanil in order to improve clinical care. And we need to know as much as possible about illicit fentanyls in order to detect them accurately and develop better overdose rescue drugs.

Last, we need to keep an eye out for new synthetic opioids like protonitazene and isotonitazene, which are emerging regularly and are even more potent than fentanyl.

Roger Chriss lives with Ehlers Danlos syndrome and is a proud member of the Ehlers-Danlos Society. Roger is a technical consultant in Washington state, where he specializes in mathematics and research. 

Are You in Palliative or Curative Care?

By Dr. Forest Tennant, PNN Columnist

If you are in medical treatment for a chronic disease, you are either in curative or palliative care. Every patient with intractable pain syndrome (IPS), their family and physicians need to be very clear as to which category they are in.

A major reason that IPS patients can’t get the help they need is because they have not made the determination and been declared to be in palliative care. If you are not in palliative care, you may be restricted from obtaining certain drugs, dosages and financial benefits you need for your well-being. 

What is Curative Care?

Curative care is treatment that is focused on resolving a specific disease or disorder that is causing symptoms such as pain, fatigue, depression or physical impairments. Treatment can be directed either at total or partial cure of the disease or disorder.

What is Palliative Care?

Palliative care is symptomatic treatment to provide relief and quality of life to someone with an incurable condition. Palliative care will also hopefully prevent an incurable disease or disorder from worsening and causing further complications.

There are two reference books published for physicians so they can quickly look up the latest on diagnosis and treatment.  Their definitions of palliative care are given here to help all parties know which care -- palliative or curative --- best fits any given patient.

“Palliative care is medical care focused on improving quality of life for people living with serious illness. Serious illness is defined as a condition that carries a high risk of mortality, negatively impacts quality of life and daily function and/or is burdensome in symptoms, treatments and caregiver stress.” -- Current Medical Diagnosis and Treatment

“Palliative care is treatment that is focused on pain and symptom management as well as quality of life for patients and their families. It can be rendered at any point in the course of treatment of illness, whether that illness is life threatening or not.” – Current Therapy

The World Health Organization defines palliative care as “prevention and relief of suffering in adults or pediatric patients and their families facing the problems associated with life-threatening illness.”

Misconceptions About Palliative Care

There are many misconceptions about what qualifies a patient to be palliative care. Here are just some of the common misconceptions and fallacies:

• Must be at “end-of-life.” No! An incurable disease may occur at any age.

• Must be in a hospice. No!

• Must be on Medicare. No!

• Must be in a nursing home, assisted living or hospital. No!

• Must have cancer. No! Palliative care applies to any incurable disease.

• Must enroll in a program called “palliative” or with a “palliative care organization.” No!

• Must go to a doctor who specializes in palliative care. No!

• Palliative care requires the patient to have a permit or certificate. No!

Even though there are some physicians and programs that specialize in palliative care, any MD or DO can declare a patient to be “palliative” and provide the necessary medication for relief of pain and other symptoms.

You may have to be declared to be in “palliative care” and have it stated in your medical record, so that you can obtain the medications and dosages to adequately relieve your pain. Federal guidelines specifically exempt palliative care patients from a recommendation that daily opioid doses not exceed 90 milligrams morphine equivalence (MME). If you have not been declared to be in palliative care and it isn’t in your medical record, your opioid dosage may be reduced. 

Presenting Your Case for Palliative Care

In order to obtain proper care and necessary medications in today’s healthcare system, you will likely need to be declared “palliative” by one of your personal physicians. This declaration will need to be recorded in your medical record and all concerned parties informed of it. Your pharmacy, insurer, laboratory and other healthcare providers should all be told that you are in palliative care.  

Most IPS patients need palliative care and meet the necessary requirements to be declared as palliative. One of your doctors needs to simply write into your medical record the name of your incurable disease, and that your treatment will focus on symptom management, comfort and quality of life. There is no requirement to state how long you may live.

The only required documentation is a written chart note in your medical record by a licensed physician in your state. They will need to state the specific name of your incurable disease and that you are in palliative care.

Every IPS patient and family needs to determine whether their treatment needs to be palliative or curative.  While everyone would like a cure, this may not be practical or possible.  What evidence or experience tells you that you can achieve a cure?  It may be depressing to recognize that a complete cure is not possible, but you must face reality.

Keep in mind that an incurable disease and pain doesn’t have to keep you from having a meaningful, productive and good quality of life. 

Forest Tennant, MD, DrPH, is retired from clinical practice but continues his research on intractable pain and arachnoiditis. This column is adapted from newsletters recently issued by the IPS Research and Education Project of the Tennant Foundation. Readers interested in subscribing to the newsletter can sign up by clicking here. The Tennant Foundation gives financial support to Pain News Network and sponsors PNN’s Patient Resources section.   

Rare Disease Spotlight: Valley Fever

By Barby Ingle, PNN Columnist 

As the final article in my series on rare diseases, I am going to cover something that has been impacting my life for the past 2 years and 25 days – coccidioidomycosis --- otherwise known as Valley fever. This is a health challenge that has been difficult and longer lasting than typical for a patient like me. I have headaches, chest pain and feel exhausted.

Tests show that I am still positive for Valley fever, both the active fungal infection and the antibodies my body produces to fight it. Over the past few weeks, I feel more pressure in my lungs, as if Valley fever pneumonia is returning. I am more exhausted than ever and have skin blisters again. I liken them to shingles, as I have had them multiple times over the past few years and it usually happens during periods of stress.

I took an antiviral, but maybe it is the Valley fever that is showing itself again as my breathing decreases. I can tell this by feel, as well as testing my blood oxygen levels and heart rate hourly over the past week. My coughing and shortness of breath have also increased.

Is this a new exposure or just the same old, same old? I have a close family member going through Covid currently and have been extremely careful not to get it, but I wonder. I have been tested for Covid 5 times now over the past 2 weeks with 3 home tests, a rapid test and a PCR test. All of these were negative, for which I thank God. But the symptoms of Covid and Valley fever seem to be similar.  

BARBY INGLE

When I first got the Valley fever in 2019, PNN did an article about what I was going through and the growing number of cases in the Southwest. Little did I know I would still be dealing with Valley fever more than 2 years later.

My lung specialist told me it would take about one year to get over it. The variable we did not know at that time was that I was allergic to the one medication that is invented specifically for coccidioidomycosis.

Since my diagnosis, I have been extremely tired -- more than I was with any of the other chronic and rare diseases I live with. I do not know if this is a new infection or if my immune system is compromised by all that I live with. I do know I am tired. All of the time.

It has also put my thinking and ability to handle pain into a new view. I am now very mindful of my breathing, getting oxygen appropriately, and any tingling sensations. That is the feeling I get when my oxygen levels are low. I used to worry more about the burning fire pain from RSD. That is still there and is constant, too. However, if I can’t breathe, the pain doesn’t matter as I won’t be able to live. 

How does one get coccidioidomycosis? The coccidioides fungus that causes it is found in soil of the desert Southwest and causes infection when inhaled. You can get it simply by breathing in microscopic fungus spores. Even our pets, especially dogs, can get Valley fever. It is not passed from human to human, although if you breathe the same air, you may see a cluster of people with it.

My husband Ken was tested for Valley fever after I developed it. His lungs show that he did have it, though he has a great immune system and showed no signs or symptoms. His body just beat it.

For people like me with suppressed immune systems, the risk is high for complications and severe symptoms if we become infected. I was actually misdiagnosed at first because Valley fever does resemble a flu with fever, cough, chills and chest pain. Once it turned into pneumonia and I was treated for a bacterial infection, it was figured out.

Ironically, my lung specialist thought that Ken and I probably got it from driving with the car windows down for fresh air. Valley fever cases spike when summer monsoons hit and cause dirt devils, and after earthquakes when fungal spores are kicked up into the atmosphere.

Worldwide and nationally, Valley fever is considered a rare condition. But in the U.S. Southwest and northern Mexico it is more common. If you are visiting the Southwest or live here, it is a condition you should know about and understand. The sooner you can take action against it or not be exposed to it, the better. Arizona, where I live, accounts for about two-thirds of the cases each year.   

Most infections last for a few weeks or months, but some patients like me can have symptoms that last longer. Because I experienced such a severe case at the start, I have long-term damage in my lungs and will likely continue to have challenges with my breathing and energy.  

I hope that you have enjoyed my series on rare diseases and have found the information educational, useful and motivating. I would love if more people understood the 7,000 plus rare diseases just a little better. I still have a long way to go to understand and learn about them. I have only scratched the surface. It has given me a better understanding of the diversity in conditions, the similarities that patients with rare diseases experience, and an empathy for those fellow patients who I advocate for as often as I can.

Barby Ingle lives with reflex sympathetic dystrophy (RSD), migralepsy and endometriosis. Barby is a chronic pain educator, patient advocate, and president of the International Pain Foundation. She is also a motivational speaker and best-selling author on pain topics. More information about Barby can be found at her website.

People in Pain Fight What Others Can’t Understand

By Carol Levy, PNN Columnist

“We are so fond of one another, because our ailments are the same.” Jonathan Swift.

That does not apply to those of us with chronic or intractable pain. Our “ailments” are different. Very different. Painful conditions caused by genetics, trauma, medical error or sheer bad luck. Many healthy people don’t know such pain can exist.

In the 1980's, organ transplant rejection was thought to be psychological. Then they learned that it is not in the mind. It is the body doing the rejecting.

Forty years later, many doctors still believe chronic pain is in the psyche. Hopefully, more are accepting that the mind is involved in chronic pain and helps determine how we respond to it, but it’s not where the pain originates.

As difficult as it is for us to accept persistent pain and the resultant disabilities, it makes it even harder when doctors, family, friends and colleagues say, “Oh, c'mon. It's not that bad. You just think it is. So you can think it into being better.”

Mindfulness, relaxation techniques and meditation are helpful -- to the mind. They help some of us deal with the pain, but most still need the benefit of opioids and other pain medications, treatments and physical therapy.

“I don't want my pain and struggle to make me a victim. I want my battle to make me someone else's hero.” Unknown author.

How often do we hear that? First usually comes the praise: “You are a true pain warrior.” Then the gut punch: “Your pain and struggle are such a good example to others who suffer. You should be grateful. That’s why you have the pain, to be an example.”

I'm sorry, but I don't want to be in pain every day so someone else can learn from my fight. It is a nice side benefit, but it is not why I fight the pain.

Chronic pain does make us different from others. We talk about it a lot, online and elsewhere. Cancer, diabetes, heart disease and other well-known illnesses -- people know and understand them. But Ehlers Danlos, CRPS, trigeminal neuralgia, arachnoiditis and other names too long to list are still the stranger in the room.

It is a struggle for us every day. We fight what others can't and don't want to understand.  Because it is a feared ailment once they know it exists.

Our fight is with us at all times, in whatever we do or try to do. It is daunting.

“Promise me you'll always remember: You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.” A.A. Milne

Carol Jay Levy has lived with trigeminal neuralgia, a chronic facial pain disorder, for over 30 years. She is the author of “A Pained Life, A Chronic Pain Journey.”  Carol is the moderator of the Facebook support group “Women in Pain Awareness.” Her blog “The Pained Life” can be found here.

12 Holiday Gifts on Living With Chronic Pain and Illness

By Pat Anson, PNN Editor

Would you like to know how to avoid paying for inflated medical bills? Where and how to find a good CBD pain reliever? What really killed Elvis Presley? And just who is Patient Z?

The answers to these and other questions can be found in our annual holiday gift guide. If you live with chronic pain or illness and want to have a friend or family member get a better understanding of what you're going through -- here are 12 books that would make great gifts over the holidays. Or you can always “gift” one to yourself.

Click on the book cover to see price and ordering information. PNN receives a small amount of the proceeds -- at no additional cost to you -- for orders placed through Amazon.

The Pain Gap by Anushay Hossain

Anushay Hossain nearly died during 30 hours of labor in a U.S. hospital, her pain so severe due to a botched epidural that she shook uncontrollably. An emergency C-section saved her and the baby. That traumatic experience led Hossain to write this book about sexism and racism in healthcare, in which she shares the real life stories of women who have been “dismissed to death” by medical neglect.

The Strange Medical Saga of Elvis Presley by Forest Tennant

Ever since Elvis Presley’s death in 1977 at the age of 42, rumors have persisted about what happened. Did Elvis die of a heart attack or drug overdose? Dr. Forest Tennant sets the record straight with an inside look at Presley’s chronic health problems, including the possibility that he had Ehlers Danlos syndrome, a connective tissue disease that made it easier for Elvis to gyrate and dance — but ultimately may have led to his early death.

All’s Well by Mona Awad

A novel about a frustrated actress whose career is cut short by chronic pain. She reinvents herself as a college theater director, only to find her student cast is openly skeptical about her pain. To get revenge, she finds ways for people who dismiss her pain to experience it for themselves. Written by best-selling author — and chronic pain sufferer — Mona Awad.

Chronically Empowered by Jessica Cassick

This book is a collection of inspirational short stories told by 65 artists, entrepreneurs and advocates who all live with a chronic illness. Each author describes how they struggled to overcome the adversity that comes with a life-changing illness, and learned how to adapt and thrive through passion and advocacy.

The Way Out by Alan Gordon

Psychotherapist Alan Gordon believes pain sufferers can break the cycle of chronic pain through the use of Pain Reprocessing Therapy (PRT), a form of mindfulness and cognitive behavioral therapy. PRT is based on the premise that the brain can generate pain even after an injury has healed, and that people can “unlearn” that pain by forming new brain connections.

Patient Z by Stefan Franzen

A comprehensive and well-researched book by chemistry professor Stefan Franzen, PhD, that looks at pain, addiction and the opioid crisis through the eyes of a patient. “Patient Z” can’t find good pain care because opioid medication has been criminalized and the field of pain management hijacked by regulators, anti-opioid activists and drug companies. There are millions of people like Patient Z who are caught in the middle of a growing pain crisis.

The Essential Guide to CBD by Reader’s Digest

You know CBD has gone mainstream when the Reader’s Digest publishes a book about it. This beginner’s guide to cannabidiol explains how CBD works and various ways to consume it, with anecdotes from people who use CBD to relieve pain and over two dozen medical conditions, from anxiety and migraines to acne and PTSD. The book is easy to understand and backed up with research — with good advice on where to buy reliable CBD products.

Recovery from Lyme Disease by Dr. Daniel Kinderlehrer

A book for both doctors and patients on a tick-borne disease that has infected over one million Americans, about 20% of them becoming chronically ill. Dr. Daniel Kinderlehrer became infected himself, and used his background in holistic and internal medicine to develop an integrative guide to diagnosing and treating Lyme disease with antibiotics, disulfiram, cannabis and other promising new therapies.

Exercised by Daniel Lieberman

Harvard professor Daniel Lieberman looks at the evolutionary history and myths about physical exercise. While important for overall health, Lieberman says exercise in small doses — simply getting up and moving — can be just as effective as running marathons or becoming a gym rat. Even just learning how to sit properly can exercise core muscles, help keep you fit, and significantly reduce back pain.

An Anatomy of Pain by Dr. Abdul-Ghaaliq Lalkhen

Anesthesiologist Abdul-Ghaaliq Lalkhen takes a deep dive into how the human mind and body experience pain and adapt to it. Lalkhen says pain is a complex mix of nerve endings, psychology, social attitudes and a person’s tolerance for discomfort. Each individual and circumstance is different. While acute pain from a broken bone or injury is easily accepted by society, pain that becomes chronic is often misunderstood and stigmatized.

Drug Use for Grown-Ups by Carl Hart

Columbia University psychology professor Carl Hart says all recreational drugs should be legally available for adult consumption. A regulated drug supply with uniform quality standards would be safer, create jobs, generate millions of dollars in tax revenue, and reduce accidental drug overdoses. Hart believes current drugs laws are unjust and their enforcement often racist.

Never Pay the First Bill by Marshall Allen

ProPublica reporter Marshall Allen wrote this book as a “guerilla guide” for patients who want to understand and contest inflated medical bills. One of his unconventional tips is to bypass your health insurance by purchasing drugs and medical devices on your own, without the markup seen in some insurer-negotiated rates. Allen also explains what to do and say in the hospital to avoid paying for procedures that are unnecessary.

These and other books and videos about living with chronic pain and illness can be found in PNN’s Suggested Reading section.

The High Price of Being Your Own Advocate

By Cynthia Toussaint, PNN Columnist

I’ve always encouraged women in pain to be strong advocates for their care. But after decades of pushbacks and harassment from the medical community for doing just that, I’m starting to question whether self-advocating does more harm than good.

The U.S. healthcare system is flat-out busted because it revolves around making money rather than making people well. The “standard of care” model of medicine is tried and true as profit generating, while it cloaks itself in the deceit of what’s in the patient’s best interest.

While individualized “patient-centered care” is often touted, and makes great buzzwords for marketing material, whenever I elect something out of the norm, my healthcare providers harass and bully me to return to their cookie-cutter model. When I don’t comply, my “care” gets ugly, causing me physical and emotional harm.  

I’ve bucked up against this thuggery for 39 years, the first 20 fighting an HMO. That was the trust breaker for me. After escaping that illness-provoking gulag, I felt certain that at last my care choices would be respected. I was wrong.

While a fresh pain management doctor initially helped, he soon pushed hard for interventions that I instinctively knew weren’t right for me. When I repeatedly said no to prescription fentanyl, ketamine infusions, two spinal cord stimulators and an intrathecal pump, this MD often called to bawl me out before slamming down the phone. For a time I put up with his tantrums because he was the first doctor who validated my Complex Regional Pain Syndrome (CRPS) diagnosis. But at last, my health couldn’t take his abuse and I cut this jackal loose.   

Cancer Diagnosis    

It gets worse. Twenty-two years ago, when I was first diagnosed with ductal carcinoma in situ (aka, “Stage Zero” breast cancer), my oncologist told me I had three months to live if I didn’t undergo surgery, chemotherapy and radiation.

Because my CRPS was a ginormous complication and to me the treatment didn’t match the diagnosis, I chose to “wait and watch.” That doctor was irate, even calling my home to press me into “life-preserving” treatment. Perhaps worse, he never celebrated the reality that my “cancer” ultimately came to nothing. Over the years, I’ve watched ductal carcinoma become a controversial diagnosis because of the over-treatment associated with it. Wow, I was almost a statistic.

In 2019, when I was diagnosed (in the other breast) with real cancer, stage 2 triple-negative, my first thought was, “God, please no, please, please, don’t make me wrangle with the western healthcare system again!”

In short order, I learned that cancer treatment is the mother of all standard of care, and in this do-or-die arena, you don’t ask questions. You say, “Thank you, sir. May I have another?” Problem is, that memo, now and forever, means nothing to me.

Naturally, I was threatened with impending death during the six months I carefully researched and considered treatment (my tumor actually shrunk during that time.) Then, after being a “super responder” to chemo, I turned down the standard-of-care follow up surgery. My tumor was gone, confirmed by imaging, and all studies showed that I had a better chance of survival without going under the knife.

I guess it won’t come as a surprise that every oncologist who crossed my path at that time said my choice was foolhardy, even madness, then chased that declaration with another death threat.

Boy oh boy, do I pay for sticking up for me. Since then, with every scan, they find a new “concern,” be it a shadow on an image or a thickening lymph node. One imaging doctor told me straight up that my cancer had returned and they expected me to jump back into their treatment assembly line.

I was this close to being spooked into that unnecessary surgery which, due to my CRPS, would likely have destroyed my life. Thank god a colleague questioned why they hadn’t done full scans to see if the cancer had spread first, stopping me in my tracks. Lo and behold, those scans were negative for any and all cancer. No matter. My doctors insisted on the operation, denying me a second opinion, the reason given, “Whether you have a malignancy or not, you have to do surgery.” I arranged for a second opinion at another hospital that confirmed I was cancer-free. Hallelujah!

During this hellish time, I paid the advocacy price in a new, heartbreaking way. I had a 15-year internist who I trusted with my life. In fact, she guided and supported me through all of my cancer treatment decisions. She alone respected the dangers of CRPS and recommended “de-escalation” from unnecessary treatment whenever possible.

The system didn’t like her interference though, and applied pressure. She dropped me as her patient when I needed her most. That was eight months ago, and I’m still working with a therapist, using guided imagery, hypnosis and EMDR therapy (eye movement desensitization and reprocessing), to unravel the trauma of that betrayal.

No Regrets

Despite it all, I move forward.      

Decades into CRPS and a year and a half out of cancer, I’m surprisingly feeling tip-top. That is, until it’s imaging time when the pummeling takes an exhausting toll. My pain and IBS flare, I hyperventilate, stop sleeping, my body gets tight and I have anxiety attacks. I don’t dread the cancer coming back (make no mistake, that fear is REALLY bad) as much as I dread the doctors new “concern” and the ongoing communiques that keep me in a place of anger, resentment and un-wellness.

Reflecting on my chosen role as a self-advocate, I still think the pros outweigh the cons for women in pain. We need to be in control of our treatment choices, whether they’re bucking the trend or going with the flow. And just as important, we need to be ready to walk away from an uncomfortable care situation.

Despite my self-advocacy nightmares, I have no regrets. I continue to make the best choices for me in this dysfunctional, profit-driven healthcare system. Still, I yearn for their support. I wish they’d care about and root for me. I wish they’d celebrate my good health. Mostly, I wish they’d stop harming me.

As I talk with other women angry about past cancer treatment they were coerced into, many who now deal with chronic pain as a result, I’m emboldened to continue speaking out about our fear-based model of over-treatment. My heart aches for them and for those who will come.

Fear and pressure should never drive our care decisions. The way I see it, the biggest mistake we women in pain can make is to sit on the sidelines of care and not do our job as advocates. If we hand our power over to the healthcare professionals and the systems that lord over them, we’re doomed.

The cost of compliance and victimhood is too damn high.                      

Cynthia Toussaint is the founder and spokesperson at For Grace, a non-profit dedicated to bettering the lives of women in pain. She has lived with CRPS and 19 co-morbidities for nearly four decades, and became a cancer survivor in 2020. Cynthia is the author of “Battle for Grace: A Memoir of Pain, Redemption and Impossible Love.”

Do You Get Adequate Pain Management?

By Victoria Reed, PNN Columnist

For the last few weeks, I’ve been suffering from persistent sinus and dental pain. Sinus pain is not new to me, as I have long-standing allergies which cause swelling in the nasal passages and chronic congestion that sometimes leads to an infection. The medications that I take for my rheumatoid arthritis increase the risk for all types of infections, as they suppress the immune system.  

After seeing a doctor, a sinus infection was diagnosed. Towards the end of a course of antibiotics, I had marked improvement with the sinus symptoms, but was still having considerable pain when chewing, which radiated to my right ear and jaw.  

Initially, I assumed that the pain was related to the sinus infection, but when that didn’t go away after finishing the antibiotics, I made an appointment to see my dentist. He did the usual poking and prodding around my gums and teeth, trying to find the source of the pain, and discovered two areas that could be the culprits. He did a flushing procedure of the gums to try to alleviate the pain. 

However, after the procedure was completed, I had such severe pain that all I could do was hold my head in my hands, while tears seeped out of my eyes. The pain was as bad as the pain I had felt while giving birth without an epidural! 

After more than a few minutes, my face and jaw continued to throb and the pain had not subsided. The dentist could see that I was in quite a bit of distress. He then asked me what the pain level was before I had come in. I replied that it had been a 5, but “now it’s a 10.”  

He sat down beside me and tried to explain what he believed the problem was. It was hard to concentrate, but I was able to understand what he was saying. He told me that he thought a tooth was cracked and that I needed to see an endodontist, a root canal specialist. He also prescribed another antibiotic.  

The dentist then stood up and patted me on the shoulder with compassion. Clearly, he was sorry for having amplified my pain. I appreciated his compassion, but I was ready to leave. At that point, all I wanted was to move on to whichever provider could relieve the awful pain.  

Then, to my surprise, I was offered opioid pain medication! 

This was something I absolutely did not expect. I had root canals for severe infections in the past, but no prescription opioids had been offered and I was sent home with instructions to take over-the-counter pain relievers. The days of getting opioid medication for severe dental pain were over, I assumed.  

However, after my initial shock, I politely declined the prescription. Why? Because I already receive a mild prescription opioid for my chronic pain conditions. Sure, I could have taken the prescription and not said a word about that, but I knew that I should honor the pain management contract I had signed with my doctor.  

While I believed that a stronger medication would have been helpful for my tooth pain, I did not want to risk being ejected from my pain management program. My contract (and nearly all pain management contracts) explicitly states that I am not allowed to receive any additional opioids from any other provider.  

I turned down the possibility of immediate relief of my dental pain so that I wouldn’t lose my regular prescription for chronic pain. I felt that I had no other choice. In addition, I didn’t want to be “red-flagged” by the pharmacy as a drug seeker, even though I did have a legitimate need for the new prescription.  

The pendulum has swung too far in the effort to control opioid overdoses and many people do not receive appropriate medications to treat their pain. I realize that I am one of the lucky ones to still get a prescription opioid, and I feel for those who aren’t as fortunate as me.  

Every patient should advocate for themselves, but if you are unable or afraid to, try having a family member or friend do it for you. Don’t settle for treatment that is less than optimal. If you are unhappy with your treatment or have intolerable side effects, discuss it with your doctor and ask for a different treatment plan. Doctors generally want to help, but some may feel that their hands are tied when it comes to prescribing opioids.  

Unfortunately, chronic pain patients must continue to jump through hoops in order to be treated ethically, fairly and adequately. Many are denied appropriate treatment due to prescribing limits and doctors’ fear of prosecution for prescribing opioids. I am hopeful that with the upcoming revision of the CDC opioid guideline, things will change for the better.  

Victoria Reed lives in Cleveland, Ohio. She suffers from endometriosis, fibromyalgia, degenerative disc disease and rheumatoid arthritis. 

Overdose Crisis Reaches Grim Milestone

By Roger Chriss, PNN Columnist

The CDC announced this week that the U.S. has seen over 100,000 drug overdose deaths in the 12-month period ending May, 2021. This record-high spike in overdoses is thought to be primarily a result of pandemic lockdowns and the continuing spread of illicit fentanyl.

National Institute on Drug Abuse director Nora Volkow, MD, told NPR that the overdoses “are driven both by fentanyl and also by methamphetamines" and predicted that the surge of fatalities would continue because of the spread of more dangerous street drugs.

Connecticut this week warned that fentanyl was found in marijuana and is the suspected cause of several near-fatal overdoses in the state. “This is the first lab-confirmed case of marijuana with fentanyl in Connecticut and possibly the first confirmed case in the United States,” said state public health Commissioner Manisha Juthani, MD.

When asked if there is anything giving hope about the future of the drug crisis, PROP co-founder Andrew Koldony, MD, told Axios, “Uh... not really.”

Public health is often depressing. It is also rarely simple. We are not going to arrest, restrict or treat our way out of the drug crisis. Although harm reduction and improved access to addiction services will help, they will not be sufficient to reverse current trends.

The U.S. does not even have good data on the street drug supply. RAND researcher Bryce Pardo, PhD, looking at better and more current data in Canada, sees designer street drugs becoming even more dangerous.

“There is a recent and alarming trend toward more harmful supply of drugs sold in illegal markets in Canada. Consumers in Ontario, Alberta, and British Columbia buying powder may be at greater risk for exposure to fentanyl mixed with novel benzodiazepines,” Pardo reported in JAMA Psychiatry. “There is a need to improve monitoring and surveillance of drug consumption in the US as markets continue to trend toward more harmful drug mixtures.”

The U.S. also doesn’t have good data on drug deaths. Even the term “overdose” is problematic now. Deaths that are “opioid involved” in toxicological terms are resulting from inadvertent exposure via tainted cocaine and methamphetamine. And although fentanyl and other opioids are still involved in the majority of deaths, there are now more psychostimulant-involved deaths than there were two decades ago.

The U.S. also lacks good data on the people who died, in particular their drug use history, general health status, and other factors thought to affect drug risks and outcomes. It is easy to speculate that the stress and isolation of the pandemic exacerbated existing risks, but it is important to note that suicides did not rise in 2020 when they might have been expected to.

There is no easy policy fix here. Restricting prescription opioids and legalizing cannabis didn’t work. Ideology will not help. Legalizing drugs is a meaningless slogan since neither “drugs” nor “legalization” is well-defined. The same with old narratives and origin stories about the crisis, which may help explain what happened but contribute little about what to do next.

Safe supply is an appealing but problematic notion. There is no obvious way to test illicit substances in human trials. Illicit labs are unlikely to hold back their products any more than illicit cannabis suppliers are going to obey the law. Street drug test kits might help, if only we knew enough about the drugs and their users.

Treatment is similarly challenging. As Kolodny told Axios, “If we really want to see deaths come down in the short run, someone who's opioid addicted has to be able to access treatment more easily than they can buy a bag of heroin or fentanyl.” Though this is an admirable goal, there is no practical way to do it.

And all of this assumes that street users are opioid-addicted. More and more are not, as the increasing levels of death and harm from psychostimulants shows. Further, an increasing number of deaths are “polydrug” deaths involving two or more substances, which makes addressing risks all the more complicated.

But despair is not the appropriate response. The U.S. was facing rapidly rising rates of tobacco-related illness and death for much of the 20th century. But a combination of public health measures has cut the mortality rate from smoking in half since 1990. These measures include stricter laws and regulations, increased costs, and in an unexpected irony, stigmatization of smoking.

Many of the proposed solutions to the drug crisis have been based more on intuition than data. At this point we simply do not know which public health measures are working or how to improve them. What little data we have is often imprecise and years old, and as the crisis accelerates, the importance of granular and timely data grows. Moreover, the measures to date have often been applied piecemeal for short periods, so their real efficacy remains to be determined.

The tragedy of drug deaths cannot be understated, and the potential for far more drug deaths cannot be underestimated. But if the U.S. can improve its understanding of drugs and its response to risks and harms, we needn’t see so many more deaths moving forward.

Roger Chriss lives with Ehlers Danlos syndrome and is a proud member of the Ehlers-Danlos Society. Roger is a technical consultant in Washington state, where he specializes in mathematics and research.