By Carol Levy, PNN Columnist

I just heard a woman on TV talk about her recovery from the coronavirus. “I am feeling absolutely horrid, but at least I know there is an end in sight,” she said.

This came on the heels of an episode of Law and Order I was watching. A woman who was tortured had bandages on all of her fingers.

“This man showed up in my apartment. I don’t know who he was. But he wanted information,” she said. “He burned my fingertips. I would have told him anything to make the pain stop.”

Many years ago, I saw an ophthalmologist. It was after the start of my trigeminal neuralgia. Any touch to the affected area of my face, even a strand of hair or a wisp of a breeze, triggered horrendous pain.

I reminded him, “Please warn me before you touch my face so I can prepare myself for the pain.”

He turned to another doctor and said, “This is how you do torture. You reduce their tolerance so all you have to do is touch them to cause pain.” Then he proceeded to touch my face and set off an explosion of pain.

Pain is horrendous. It is something we are biologically programmed to avoid. But there is no end in sight for those of us with chronic pain. Torture is a fact of life for us.

Tell someone you have pain from a sprained finger, a broken foot or a stiff neck, and rarely will you not get understanding and sympathy. Tell someone you have chronic pain and often the reply is, “Guess you have to learn to live with it.”

It is bad enough in normal times, but right now is anything but normal. Many of us with chronic pain have an added stress to the normal stress of living with pain.

My new brain implant is causing more pain than before the surgery. I cannot see my neurosurgeon. His office canceled two upcoming appointments.

I will probably not be able to see him until June or July at the earliest. The patients who can see him now are those who may have a brain tumor or another serious illness.

Once self-isolation ends, as a person in pain I will be close to the end of the line in terms of when I will be seen. I get it. It makes sense. But it adds to my feelings of aloneness. I have no doctor to help me and fear the pain will get worse. There's nothing I can do.

“Learning to live with it” is even harder when the normal resources are out of reach. The one thing we can count on is what the coronavirus patient said: “There is an end in sight.”

For us, that ending will be when we can see our doctors again and get our medications, therapies and treatments without being turned away.

Carol Jay Levy has lived with trigeminal neuralgia, a chronic facial pain disorder, for over 30 years. She is the author of “A Pained Life, A Chronic Pain Journey.”  Carol is the moderator of the Facebook support group “Women in Pain Awareness.”