My Botched Anesthesia During Surgery

By Victoria Reed, PNN Columnist

Have you ever had elective surgery that didn’t go as planned, but instead caused more pain? Did it make you think twice about having surgery again?

Having a chronic illness means that some surgeries are necessary to improve quality of life. People suffering from rheumatoid arthritis (RA) often end up having surgeries, as joint pain and deformity are common complications. Surgeries can include joint replacement or removal of rheumatoid nodules -- subcutaneous lumps or masses that can attach to underlying tissue.

Nodules are associated with more severe forms of RA and usually occur near elbow joints or joints of the hands and feet. About 20% of RA patients suffer from these nodules, which usually aren’t painful, but can cause complications.

I am one of the 20% of RA patients who has developed these nodules. Years ago, I had one growing on the underside of my right big toe. It grew so large that it was causing pain, and I was having trouble walking on that foot. I was compensating for the discomfort by using just the outside of my foot, so I consulted with a podiatrist to talk about having the nodule removed.

The doctor advised me that it could be surgically removed, but also that it could possibly grow back over time. Considering that it was affecting my ability to walk comfortably, I decided to go ahead with the surgery.

For some reason, the doctor did not want to use general anesthesia during the surgery and opted for local injections of an anesthetic to numb the toe.  This did not go well for me. As the surgical assistant injected the medication, he must have hit a nerve because it caused some of the most excruciating pain of my life! It was more painful than childbirth. As I screamed in pain, he injected the toe THREE more times, each one being equally painful.

Needless to say, that was a very traumatic experience, but the toe was indeed numb enough to cut into. After the nodule was removed, which was described in the pathology report as a “wad of gum” type of mass, I was sent home to recover, hopeful that the toe would be as good as new.

It wasn’t.

As the anesthetic wore off, I realized that I had no feeling in the toe. I called the office and inquired as to why I still had no feeling in it and was told to give it time. They assured me that the sensation would eventually return. A week passed, then another week, and still there was no feeling in parts of the toe. Other parts had a new and strangely painful tingling sensation. I called the office again and was told to allow more time for full sensation to return.

Nine years have passed and there has been no improvement. I suffer from sharp, stabbing nerve pain in that toe, which is still completely numb in certain spots. Unfortunately, the nodule has grown back as well. I’m not sure if the injections caused the nerve damage or if the actual removal of the nodule did, but had I received general anesthesia, I would not have had to suffer through those excruciatingly painful injections.

Because of that horrible experience, I am now very reluctant to consider elective surgery again.

We, as chronic pain sufferers, must always advocate for ourselves. Or have someone advocate for us, if we are unable. We should question the decisions made by our medical providers if they don’t seem right or if we are unsure or nervous about a procedure. While there are many competent doctors and surgeons, unfortunately, there are some that are not and who don’t always have our best interest in mind.

I never could have predicted the horrible outcome of that surgery. But the lesson I’ve learned is to ask as many questions as possible prior to any procedure and to thoroughly research any physician who is going to cut into my body. One good question to ask is, “How many of these surgeries have you performed?” Newer surgeons can be perfectly capable, but the more experienced a surgeon is, the better the outcome will likely be for you.

RA can present many challenges, mainly severe pain, but it can also affect a patient’s mobility and morbidity. I will need to decide if I want to have another surgery to remove the recurrent toe nodule or decide if it is something I can learn to live with. Either way, I have learned some valuable lessons.

Victoria Reed lives in Cleveland, Ohio. She suffers from endometriosis, fibromyalgia, degenerative disc disease and rheumatoid arthritis.