A Neurosurgeon’s Explanation of Why He Quit His Job Goes Viral

By Pat Anson

A former neurosurgeon who quit his job due to stress, anxiety, and a growing awareness that he wasn’t helping patients has become an internet sensation this summer.

“Dr. Goobie” (not his real name) posted a video on YouTube last month, explaining why he abandoned his practice and lucrative career performing surgeries on patients with chronic back problems.

“I had good partners. I had good hospitals that I worked at, but something was not right. I was very unhappy. On the surface, it didn't make sense. I was getting paid very well. It was a very well-respected job. I had good colleagues, had good support, but I was the most unhappy that I've ever been,” says Goobie, while on a hike swatting away mosquitoes with snowcapped mountains in the background.

Goobie’s video has gone viral with over 11 million views and nearly 64,000 comments, most of them expressing support for his decision to leave a high stress job in healthcare. His story is also a cautionary tale for anyone considering spinal surgery.

Goobie doesn’t give many personal details, but says he is 40 years old and lives in Washington state. He went to undergraduate school at the prestigious Massachusetts Institute of Technology (MIT), where he studied the potential for robotic arms and legs. When Goobie saw that wasn’t practical as a career, he enrolled in medical school to study neurosurgery.   

“Your job is to relieve suffering,” one of Goobie’s professors would say, an idealistic view of medicine that he shared and aspired to.

In practice, however, after his residency and nine years of performing surgeries, Goobie became disillusioned. It dawned on him that most of his patients with chronic back problems, like degenerative disc disease and spinal stenosis, weren’t getting better.

“I had learned all these fancy spine surgery techniques to do all this incredible surgery work through tiny cuts. It's called minimally invasive spine surgery,” Goobie explained. “I helped a lot of people out, but there were way more people that I couldn't help.

“There are so many people with back problems; neck pain, back pain, nerve pain down their arms and legs. Surgery might make them better for a little bit, but it didn't address what caused that disc to wear out, or the disc to bulge, or the joint to get loose, or the disc in between the bones to disappear, or the bones rubbing on each other. Surgeries don't address that.”

The Leaky Roof Problem

A colleague likened Goobie’s dilemma to a house with a leaky roof. Rain will ruin drywall and cause extensive water damage. You can replace drywall, take out moldy insulation and clean up the interior of a house, but if you don’t fix the leaky roof, the same problem will keep repeating itself.

“That's what I was doing. And the way I realized that is that I could do a perfect surgery, and some people would get better, some people would stay the same, and some people would get worse,” said Goobie.

“Some people would get better before I could operate on them. Even with gigantic bulging discs, they would get better. If I scheduled the surgery a month out, they would sometimes call me a week before surgery and say, ‘Hey Doc, you know my nerve pain is gone. Do I still need to do surgery?’ And that was very confusing to me.”

Why did some patients get better without surgery? Goobie started asking patients detailed questions about their lives and learned the ones who got better had low-stress, healthy lifestyles. They slept well, exercised regularly, had diets low in fat and salt, didn’t smoke, didn’t drink much, and had strong social networks.    

“DR. GOOBIE”

“And I saw that the people who did that, they would heal so quickly that I couldn't operate on them. I mean, sometimes I could, but if I was booked three or four weeks out, a lot of times people who were doing that, they would heal before I could do the surgery,” Goobie said.

“And the opposite was true. The patients that smoked like a chimney. They sat on the couch and they ate hot dogs all day. They had no friends. They were super stressed out. And they didn't sleep well. Those patients, I could do a really good surgery and I would get them temporarily better, but six months or a year later, the same part of their back would have a recurrent problem. Or a different part, a different joint in their back, would have a similar problem. And I would operate on them, and they might get better for six months, and then the same thing would happen. This is the leaky roof problem.”

The problem with the healthcare system, according to Goobie, is that it’s not designed to fix leaky roofs. It needs sick patients who stay sick.

“I'm not knocking any hospital or group that I worked with. I had the privilege to work with really amazing people in amazing hospitals, amazing institutions. But the way that everything is set up is that the hospital needs to make money. They need to grow economically,” said Goobie.

“The problem there is that if you figure out a way to help patients heal, in a way that doesn't include a pill or a surgery, then the hospital and the doctor are in big trouble. Because if you figure out a way to help people heal and you can't charge them for it, then you've just worked yourself out of a job.”

Hero or Snake Oil Salesman?

Other doctors applauded Goobie’s video, calling him “courageous” and “a hero” for speaking out.

“I really commend his approach to medicine and his goal of putting patient care and his own health first. That is not easy to do,” said Dr. John Y.K. Lee, who specializes in brain surgery.   

But some took offense at Goobie’s video, saying he made “numerous false claims” about the effectiveness of spinal surgery.

“He claims that degenerative spine changes can all heal with rest and nutrition, which is simply wrong,” Dr. Tyler Cole, a spinal neurosurgeon, said in a YouTube video of his own. “We all experience degeneration that can be delayed with good health, nutrition and exercise. But it is not magically reversed. You can’t regrow a disc that’s been worn down, despite what a YouTube snake oil salesman tells you.

“The biggest red flag is that he said his patients didn’t do well. If his patients aren’t doing well, it’s his own fault. Not every patient improves, but if a doctor is discouraged about many of his patients doing poorly, to the point of burning out, the doctor is to blame. It’s not some conspiracy to the point of making people sick.”

Goobie is currently unemployed and uncertain about his future. But he’s lost weight, sleeps better and feels much happier. He spends a lot of time outdoors hiking in the Cascade Mountains with his dog, Doobie.

He’s even launched a YouTube channel – appropriately called “Goobie and Doobie” -- in which he shares dozens of beautiful nature videos that feature bubbling streams, mountain meadows and high-altitude hiking..

“There are an infinite number of ways to go up the mountain and reach the peak. But there is only one peak,” Goobie explains. “We are all trying to get to the same place. It's okay to take different paths. We can all learn from each other.”

Goobie hopes his videos will help people sleep better, relax and refocus. It’s the prescription he learned from patients for his own healing.

“I found that hearing those nature sounds really helped; helped me feel better, helped me process what was going on better, be more present and aware, and release that stress and anxiety’” Goobie says. “That's how I came to where I am now. By letting go of neurosurgery, I am able to be outside and be healthier. My dog is able to live a fuller life, and I figured out a way that I can help relieve people's suffering.”

Just like his professor told him.